though tonight, i've had a bit too much
i can still recognize the fact that for too long now
i've had a bit too little...
i had a great conversation with a really great friend tonight:)
it made my heart leap!
my sister and i have been hanging out more lately too.
tonight Preston showed up after we had been
having a bit too much fun haha
it was amazing:)
that kid is like my brother.
we laughed so hard our stomachs hurt
and tears flowed from our eyes.
im not sure what to do from here.
I'm trying desperately to give my life to God.
to let Him take control completely.
but that can sometimes be so much easier said than done...
and you can THINK you're giving your life to Him when
in all reality you're not giving up control of the most important parts.
i really wanna live fully.
and at the place im at i cant do that so well.
i need a little help here.
its late.
im exhausted.
i need sleep.
i love you.

Life

Is crazy.
I'm not happy where I am.
I'm scared to make changes to get where I want to be.
I've met some amazing new friends lately.
One specifically.
Dear Jesus help me.

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I love you Car!:) more soon!